But not the bell, not the day, but the person
Disregarded, not to be held to any accord
or accountable; disrespected by many
Young and “professional” alike
Unprofessionally thinking, lacking in care
That a body fills a vacancy, but often little more than that.
A blank, an unknown, a mass that fills a space.
No, not all do this…many understand there is a person standing there
With a brain, a care, a willingness, something to share
But, in the daily scheme, this comes and goes, and means little
Until the main stay returns.
Have you substituted for something else in someone’s life?
Not a job, but a life situation?
The other had a need, a use, and you filled it for that moment in time
The the thing you’ve substituted for returns
And then you’re that replaceable thing
Where does my strength and belief in myself go then?
When does allowing someone’s insensitivity remain just that
And not eat away at my own self worth?
How do I stop it from consuming me?This was just a not very good day so far, and I’m trying to work out the kinks that have invaded my spirit. It’s time for meditation, some prayer, and a chance to make the rest of the day a better one. Thank you to my friends. Thank you to the ones I love. Thank you to those who are trying their best to open my heart and mind to a greater power. Thank you for the support, the care. I need to renew my spirit, and you are all doing the best you can to help me in that way, as I am trying to do my best. Thank you.
Posted on November 30, 2012, in Caring, Fear, Friends, Grief, Healing, Inspiration, Loneliness, Meditations, Mindfulness, Prayers, Spiritual, Support and tagged anger, anxiety, being in the moment, compassion, concern, coping, depression, emptiness, focus, frightened, giving thanks, jobless, Loneliness, mental health, strength, understanding. Bookmark the permalink. 4 Comments.